The Photographer
A. B. Singhal
T
he raindrops flecked on the window, rhythmically,
persistently, as I watched her carriage pull up outside my studio.
Her driver, shielding her from the rain with his cape, escorted
her to the front step. There was a knock on the door, followed
by my trembling, sickened response, greeting her, leading her
inside.
She never smiled, even as I took the photographs. Rather,
she sat demurely, patiently, dutifully, while I toiled with so much.
The fullness of her flesh, the genuine darkness of her hair, the
richness of her eyes, all playing with my imagination, forcing an
intense yearning within me. She mentioned a European who'd
recently published a mathematical profundity, E=MC2. I grinned
and nodded knowingly, but I was singularly obsessed.
And she knew it.
I hunched and grovelled while she posed, showing off her
beauty, her enormous sexuality, taunting me, savoring my inept
masculinity.
Miss Dewey was her name, Lynda, and she was my first
love.
Afterwards, I offered her a cigarette, and stood nervously in
front of her, fiddling with a lens. It had stopped raining and a ray
of sunlight broke through the window slowly, unveiling itself,
reaching a crescendo of radiance only to be faded by a passing
cloud. She paid me well, and left a mark on my heart that I
often revisit, sometimes willingly, sometimes not. I cherish the
photographs from that day, the best of which captured pure
light, sculpting her robust femininity, indelibly framing my
revelation.
I named it, Welcome, Stranger...
First published: February 2001
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