White Horse Laughing
(for two friends who died of AIDS)
a slotted sea stretched blue-black
to the horizon rolled white seams back
to slap the sand sshh sshh sshh
on the beach we linked arms and danced
our feet churned the pebbles white
and we fell dizzy into a heap laughing
seated with legs crossed three yogis
in the sand peeled tangerines at sunset
and savored the sections tangy with life
a shroud of fog hid midnight's old moon
as we spread blankets among the reeds
behind the dunes a page of another time
first came the sound muffled by the sea
clipping the shore a horse white against
the darkness pranced over the wet sand
and we thinking safe now in dune shadow
skipped hopes and desires like stones
into the sea formed ripples circles sshh
and we unaware that the white horse wide
nostrils flared riderless would swoop down
like a preying vulture and seize laughter
--Leila Rae (1995)